This Wouldn't Make Things Any Better, I Know

How does it feel to break the heart of someone you truly care about,
outside your family?
Well, it's like
seeing your mom cries in front of you and because of you.
Like,
seeing your dad gets sick because of
you being such a trouble maker in the family.
Like,
if trading your life could turn back the time and preventing it to happen,
you'd surely do it.
............
Well, it's like....
You wanna die.