A(.) Turner

"I think you should know
you're his favorite worst nightmare.."

May 2010

Do you remember it all begins from here? :)

One Day

(Panoramic view of the Santorini caldera, taken from Oia)



One day,
please remind me to spend the honeymoon with my future husband,
here,
in this place..

Rated R

"Maybe one day you will understand

I don't want nothing from you but to

sweetly hold your hand

Till that day just please don't be so down

Don't make frowns you silly clown.."


(Folding Chair - Regina Spektor)

Ex-Lovers

"If two ex-lovers can still be friends, there's only two probabilities:

1. They're still in love

2. The feeling was never really there."

Same Old

When someone says "I know you",
I feel glad yet irritated and insecure.

Don't Read; It's About You

"You say I only hear what I want to.
You say I talk so all the time so.

And I thought what I felt was simple,
And I thought that I don't belong,
And now that I am leaving,
Now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
Yeah, I missed you.

And you say I only hear what I want to...
I don't listen hard,
I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
Or to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative... no, no, no.

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
And this woman was singing my song...
The lover's in love, and the other's run away,
The lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.

Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
Dying since the day they were born.
Well, this is not that...
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.

And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.

You try to tell me that I'm clever,
But that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.

You said that I was naive,
And I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
But now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.

You said, "You caught me 'cause you want me and one day you'll let me go."
"you try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just so scared to lose.
And you say, "stay."

You say I only hear what I want to.."

(Stay (I Missed You) - New Found Glory [Lisa Loeb Cover])

It's funny how one can stay in mind for, like, ever ever after. It's weird how one can change the whole things up. It's awesome how one's voice can still be echoing through the room...or mind? But it's fair to know that you're doing okay...even if it's without me. Go, Kiddo :)

I Have

I've read. I've heard. I've seen. And I've learned.
From everything that you said and burned
From everything that you kept and told
From everything that we swore and wrote.
Was it all better than this?

I've watched. I've touched. I've hurt. And I've dreamt.
Watched you bleed yourself. Hurt myself to sleep.
Touched your deepest heart. Dreamt about a future art.
Was it all worse than this?
Could we turn back the time just to please?

I know what it's all about. It's all about us.
Us; We used to stand on the line together
Us; We used to laugh in return together
Us; We used to be in the same tune together
Could we take the word back?
And this time; put in the right order
Just so we won't stand divided by a border.. anymore.

An Ugly Truth

I might be the only one on Earth who realizes that you're living in a fairytale of your own. You have the deepest heart among the other. You never wear your heart on your sleeve. I'm dying to know who you really are, so would you please stop camouflaging? Thank you.

At The End

"Think of all the things I do
And I still hold the thought of you
With someone else I know its true
So far away

And I can only hold my breath
And start to die a lonely death
With you and me and all the rest
So far away

Don't say I told you so
One thing you'll never know

You're not the same
You've changed
I don't need you anyway
You're not the person that I believed in yesterday (X2)

I can't hold it back you see
I know it all comes back to me
You must have practiced hard to be
So far away

Never wanted me to show
Just write me off I let you go
And now there's more for you to know
So far away

Don't say I told you so
One thing you'll never know

You're not the same
You've changed
I don't need you anyway
You're not the person that I believed in yesterday

You're not the same
You've changed
Something's missing anyway
You're not the person that I believed in yesterday

Don't say I told you so
One thing you'll never know

You're not the same
You've changed
I don't need you anyway
You're not the person that I believed in yesterday (X2).."

(Not The Same - Bodyjar)

You're not the same. You've changed too much. You've moved too fast. You've grown up too soon. You've forgotten too much but you remember too little. Bye ... for good.

March 26, 2010. 10.55 P.M.

i miss these people..

and these people..

and also these people..

i miss times like this..

and also times like this..

and this..

and this, too..

but this is what i miss the most..

i miss highschool so bad.

Cheers!

"The best part of being single is:
You don't have to watch anything you don't want to watch
You don't have to hear anything you don't want to hear
Or do anything you don't want to do.."

You'll Never Be My Sister-In-Law

dear Miss Punk-rock-wannabe,

i dont have a clear reason why i hate you. all i know is just i disliked you; and what a pity it grows to a hate. i hate all the words coming out your mouth. i hate the texts you've sent to me. i hate your outfits. i hate the way you show your relationship status off. i hate the way you post that silly pics of you and him together. i hate realizing all of your pathetic Facebook statuses are for him. i hate remembering that i once met you and him at the cinema. i hate the the way you act like you know every little thing of Blink 182, while the whole universe know you just know them not more than 12.71254 days ago. but the most hated part of you is the fact that you're his and he's yours.

congratulations, i loathe hate you.