single (not comparable)
Positive
singleSuperlative
none (absolute)
- Not accompanied by anything else.
- Can you give me a single reason not to leave right now?
- Not divided in parts.
- The potatoes left the spoon and landed in a single big lump on the plate.
- Designed for the use of only one.
- a single room
- Designed for a single use; not reusable.
- the anti-aircraft rocket is fired from a single use launch platform.
- Not married nor dating
- Josh put down that he was a single male on the dating website.
- (botany) Having only one rank or row of petals.
so, i'm back in this blogging thingy after leaving it meaningless for, like, ever ever after. well, not that long, though. okay, only a few months. but since i'm kinda addicted to writing, its like for ever for me. skip it.
so, what makes me post this 'single' word meaning? nothing, just kinda describe what i've been for almost 2 months. (yeah, i broke up. again. dont worry, i dont do suicide nor drinking pesticide. only guiltiness surrounded for few weeks.) hell to the yeah, i am single. for now. but in my lifetime (so far), i never find it wrong in being one. well, whats so wrong, eh? but these days i'm kinda thinking about what makes my relationship never lasted long, while the people here, around me, have been with their partners since, like, the invention of electricity. one of my college friends had been with her BF for 4 years (bottom line, FOUR YEARS), but still ended up with a breaking-up. but i mean, hey, its four years! so they'd been together since i was still in Junior High. cool, isn't it? while the longest relationship i've ever had is only 6 months. bottom line, six months. and the last relationship only lasted for 3 months. bottom line, three months. kinda sucks knowing i kinda suck in relationships.. *sighs* anyway, does anybody mind if i post about romance or relationship this time?
until one day, i told my auntie i had a fling on this guy. we've been texting for, like, some weeks. i told her he seemed nice, kind and those sort of things, but then she said, "kamu itu ga ada arah kalo nyari cowo." only one sentence consisted of some words but it made me get some kind of shock. to be honest. it got me thinking. and i was like, "damn, she's right." i never had any intention to anyone this long and i think thats the main reason why my relationships never lasted long. what to be called this? pathetic? silly? yeah, i'd said "i'm only 18, after all." but intention in relationship doesn't always mean marriage, right? (beside there are hella lots of types of relationships) it could be how long you expect you're gonna be with your partner, how committed you're both gonna be, or how important your partner means to you (either he/she be the top on your life priority or he/she be the top on your future wishlist). it means a lot. holy cow, how could i just realize it now? long after i'd been in some relationships?
the conclusion, after all, is i think i'm gonna fix this. either its with this guy or not, i'm gonna try to find the 'intention' to my so-on relationship. what about if i dont find one? oh puh-lease Jess, you'll never know til you have tried. (copied from the wisdom words in the bottom line of that X brand notebook)
so, what makes me post this 'single' word meaning? nothing, just kinda describe what i've been for almost 2 months. (yeah, i broke up. again. dont worry, i dont do suicide nor drinking pesticide. only guiltiness surrounded for few weeks.) hell to the yeah, i am single. for now. but in my lifetime (so far), i never find it wrong in being one. well, whats so wrong, eh? but these days i'm kinda thinking about what makes my relationship never lasted long, while the people here, around me, have been with their partners since, like, the invention of electricity. one of my college friends had been with her BF for 4 years (bottom line, FOUR YEARS), but still ended up with a breaking-up. but i mean, hey, its four years! so they'd been together since i was still in Junior High. cool, isn't it? while the longest relationship i've ever had is only 6 months. bottom line, six months. and the last relationship only lasted for 3 months. bottom line, three months. kinda sucks knowing i kinda suck in relationships.. *sighs* anyway, does anybody mind if i post about romance or relationship this time?
until one day, i told my auntie i had a fling on this guy. we've been texting for, like, some weeks. i told her he seemed nice, kind and those sort of things, but then she said, "kamu itu ga ada arah kalo nyari cowo." only one sentence consisted of some words but it made me get some kind of shock. to be honest. it got me thinking. and i was like, "damn, she's right." i never had any intention to anyone this long and i think thats the main reason why my relationships never lasted long. what to be called this? pathetic? silly? yeah, i'd said "i'm only 18, after all." but intention in relationship doesn't always mean marriage, right? (beside there are hella lots of types of relationships) it could be how long you expect you're gonna be with your partner, how committed you're both gonna be, or how important your partner means to you (either he/she be the top on your life priority or he/she be the top on your future wishlist). it means a lot. holy cow, how could i just realize it now? long after i'd been in some relationships?
the conclusion, after all, is i think i'm gonna fix this. either its with this guy or not, i'm gonna try to find the 'intention' to my so-on relationship. what about if i dont find one? oh puh-lease Jess, you'll never know til you have tried. (copied from the wisdom words in the bottom line of that X brand notebook)
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